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is going to sxsw tomorrow!

jen got a job working at telenetwork and she is at training today. i miss her. being at home alone at this time of night is strange to me and would much rather have my partner in crime here with me. recent this and thats have made me feel more at home with my girl and it's funny and it doesn't make sense how these things make you feel more connected; closer. i feel closer to her than ever before but how?

maybe i didn't realize that love could grow from where it was. maybe i thought love was love and that was that. that was wrong. the feelings i have are unfamiliar and new. the love i have for this girl just grew x10. sometimes you need a good slap in the face for life to go "hey wow what's this?"

i am happy. so happy! wife daughter daughter. house cat fish. job phone car. it's the love, the love for life and i love this life!

where did it all come from? well obviously there were particular events that lead into one another and cause it all, but you just don't see it coming. you can't. you can't.

i hope this lasts forever. i hope that love will continue to surprise me and never let on to what it might do. i love.

Anabelle barely slept last night and z woke bright and early.(well ok 930) so i am in tired land!

i am hungry. i do not want pizza.

i love you and hope you feel better soon! i need new pictures

time for the zelda to take a nap and i gots to get paid. love yeah.

it's gotta rain sometime. it's so hot outside and i need to ride my bike more. she deserves so much and i hope i can give it all to her.

love you

i need some coffee. jen is off to get chickpeas and pita. i am on zelda detail. me tv kicks ass

bk is so kickass. it's not because of me, it's because of who you are. i just got off work and that's awesome. i don't like to cap any more. blah

All that is man...

damn i'm so stoned. i'm just so high right now, i can't feel my head ... i cant hear myself think... oh shit man i want some icecream and a gyro with small animals in it and some flowers man. im gunna go to shcool and i am ready. my feet are on the ground and my head is in the clouds and the clouds taste like marshmallows and cocoa with that little debbie swiss miss making the chocolate. "Im the strongest tomato in the world." stomp. "ketchup!" heh heh heh

deuce

do i keep my car or sell it?/?/?/

dahaaamn. jello pudding is so awesome. it reminds me of being a young bk. i was an awesome kid. i like death metal and i dislike sonic commercials. clear thinking has made me realize that i heart brain cells and my ear itches. she's having contractions bringing my beautiful child ever closer to the light of this awesome world. i love you world.

i heart you.